nayressog

so i haven't posted in like 10 months. so i'll just tell you what's been going on lately. i work with sheet metal now with my cousin. its a cool job but its always hot outside. i joined a bowling league with three friends. we're awesome. go team extreme! and me and my wonderful gorgeous fiancee are doing great! i couldn't ask for anyone more perfect than katie. i can't wait to marry her. but that won't be till she finishes school which sucks but oh well. she makes me extremely happy. well...hope everyone else is doing good. later.

*Sigh of unimaginable relief* I've only just finished my last final of the semester and I gotta tell ya It feels great. I didn't do as well as is expected of me but I think I did okay considering the circumstances and all. Now I can concentrate on work for awhile and getting my finances back into the black. I'm gonna go out tomorrow and look for another job(maybe). The point is WOOOO!!!!!!!!! Things are really looking up now too. I hope I passed my American History 202 class... its not looking good though, but I guess I'm just not too worried about that. I could really go for a pizza sandwich right now...

Im about to go to the last class of the semester, thats right, im actually going to it. I know thats odd for me but its the last one so you gotta be there right? yeah. I skipped so much class this semester, im extremely disappointed in myself and my family will be disappointed in my grades... they are gonna suck. All i have left is 4 finals next week and im done with this crazy semester. I guess i just got off on the wrong foot but next semester i wont have any excuses. If i do bad then i know i just suck at college. Well i gotta get going to that last class so... CYA?

School really isnt going well... Ive been showing up to class more often but it still isnt going well. I wasnt able to register because i wasnt a real student here yet... I would have been able to if my application would have gone smoothly. I needed my high school transcripts and shot records from Minnesota and they havent gotten here yet, also my Official transcripts from Loyola havent made it to the Office of Admissions... So now it is too late and i have to wait til january to register. FUCK! Class is being stupid too, i have a history test at 2 that i have no idea whats going on... I just can't pay any attention to that guy, IM A FAILURE! FUCK!

*cries* I hurt on the inside... make it stop... ouch... *sobs*

I've had enough of your shit Ryan! You are going to class whether you like it or not! You've already dropped your math and english class, the least you can do is go to the rest of your classes. If you don't go to all your classes from now on I will personally kick your lily ass! You got that? You've got to be more responsible. Now you aren't doing bad in school, but if you continue to skip class there is only one outcome: FAILURE. I expect better of you. All you got to do is show up, I'll take care of the rest. Okay? I'm glad we had this talk, have fun at work today.

I am so pumped for Saturday! I finally get to get my long lost stuff from Loyola! Now that is pretty sweet. Yesterday was really really fun... but now I'm a little sore, in a very good way. I really need to start going to class... I should be in a class right now even. I wish I had the resolve to make myself go. Its just so damn boring I cannot stand it. I am in a very weird, but delightful, mood today. Kinda up in a cloud and spinning in ellipses all at once. I like it. I really want to play video games. I've got the job at the palace... I think. Orientation is Monday Tuesday Wednesday. I can't wait.

Well it really is another day in paradise for me. Last night I bought Kingdom of Heaven and watched it(I highly recommend this movie) after I went to eat tacos with my friend Bob at Adobe. I also had the most fun I've ever had in Walmart... all thanks to the lovely Laura. Career Planning did not go well this morning, I forgot my binder and the stupid computer would not let me print or log into blackboard or do anything! I really wanted to choke that silly machine but realized it would just laugh at me and continue to not work... Blast! Foiled again! But after that horrible class I went to lunch at Cane's and that made me feel a whole lot better on account of being able to see Laura. I have a job interview today at 5(finally). I hope I get hired... the palace seems like it will be a very good place to work. I really need a job so I can stay out of trouble and stop spending so much money. It will cut into my video game playing time but I guess that is okay. Did I mention how great Laura is? Anyway... I've got to be getting to boring American History so I should stop rambling on and on... I'll leave off by saying I'm glad I was able to help my great good friend Zhess feel a little better in the dreary North.

Despite some small(well huge) things, life is absolutely wonderful for me. On saturday my cousin amber and I drove all the way to Loyola in New Orleans to try and get my stuff out of my dorm room. We got to the university and I talked to the university police and they told me that the rooms were secured and no one was allowed in yet. I was so very angry, disappointed, peeved, dismayed by this news. However, I believe I handled these things very well and used rational arguements with myself to make me feel better, and by gilgamesh it worked too. I had a wonderful day, even when we got stuck in traffic for 3 hours on the way back to Hammond. Then on sunday something terrible and wonderful happened, I wont go into details, but it is causing one of the small(HUGE) disturbances in my otherwise dream life. School is going well... I dropped my english class instead of doing the paper, I know I know, Im horrible, but I really think that class would have brought me down terribly in the long run, affecting all my classes. Anyway I've got to go to class now so I'll be off now. Toodles!

Today has been pretty good so far. I've got really great friends that make me feel good about being who I am. I woke up in a really good mood and I don't even know why. Last night was really really fun, especially between about 3 p.m. and 9 p.m. I probably had a lot more fun than I should have... but hey what can you do? Nothing, in the end I'm just happy to be alive(this is kinda odd, I'm not really used to it yet). I had a really really huge craving for tacos last night but not wanting to wait in a drive-thru line won out and I suffered without my taco fulfillment. So today for lunch I went to fix this problem and it was absolutely positively fantabulous! I have a paper to write by tomorrow and I'm starting to think I'll never start it, I really really need to do it though. I should probably be working on it right now... so I guess I'm done for today. I'm so glad I moved down here! Thank you all so much for being there for me and stuff!

This is my first entry! I am typing this by proxy....it is being accomplished via dictation! I don't know what to do with a livejournal account...I have been informed that the hip kids on campus call it "the lj." Slang is a blight on our society! Bitches! This is hard...people will read this and make uninformed judgements...I have to write a paper...which I don't wanna =( Blarg! foiled again by the school system of higher learning! I want my stuff back....stupid hurricanes! *shakes fist* Especially my computer *mourns the temporary loss of appendage*